Kmgswimwell, 73

To Admit "Loneliness", Is Not A Shame To admit "Desperation", now, that's shame-full! There is a difference.
I tend 2 be a bit of a Loner. Have been throughout my life. We moved many, many times during my youth. Perhaps that is why I am as I am. Even though married twice! I was still lonely, although I had what was supposedly companionship. I walked around most of time, ALONE. They were both "work-a-holics". Ergo, I had done most things alone.
Have had few true friends, including the husbands. Because a "true friend" loves unconditionally. THEY HAD NOT!
I'm looking, still, 4 just that. "Unconditional, Non-judgemental, be-there-thru-it-all", L O V E. In turn, I will, of course, reciprocate, GLADLY.
I am kind. He must be kinder. ZERO tolerance 4 Meanness, those who like 2 "bicker/argue"! Disagreements are expected, periodically. But not constantly! Give & Take is KEY!
I love: Lapswimming, Animals, children, The Arts, to sing, to dance (although am not as able 2 dance as I once had - bilateral knees/left hip replacements). Yet, I can still move w/the best of them, in spite of it all!
Believe one must have FAITH in Something. I sure do! Hope you will as well, in whatever it may be that helps you when all else seems to have abandoned you.

I'm done, for now...